So it is about six in the morning and I just woke up. My first thought is that I can't take this anymore. I just do not want to be here anymore. This does not mean that whoever reads this should call the suicide hot-line. Just chill out a second. I have a baby so I can't do that. By the way, isn't it crazy that when you talk about suicide(just talking) people want to jump in and start criticizing you for even thinking about that and how it would make everyone else feel. These are good points but think for a second. Does this person who is fantasizing about suicide as an escape really need to have the extra pressure of those things on his/her shoulders. It makes it worse! Now add guilt to your repertoire. Well, I have to go to class. These are just some of my thoughts this Thursday morning. Have a GREAT day! lol