too much

Gosh, I have wanted to post for days as there is so much bouncing around in my head but the task of getting it down here is too daunting.

Sooooo, I will just say that it has been an emotional rollercoaster the last few days and once again I am the only one who knew about it. I sometimes find it hard to believe that there can be so much going on inside of me and yet I must look like some emotional void to the rest of the world. I guess that I really am that good of an actor, without even trying. It gets annoying sometimes. It would be nice to be tapped into or noticed sometime.

Okay good night for now.